((Yeah Yeah))
Christmas was yesterday; (whattt!?)
It came wayyy to fast. I didnt even feel like it was Christmas. Something was missing. Couldn't really put my finger on it, but something was. Maybe because it was raining instead of snowing. Maybe because...i dont know. But it was werid. Just didnt feel like it was time to be christmas yet. This year has been so hetic and time is flying by so fast. Its kinda scary. I mean christmas is already over. 6 more days til '06. Then it starts all over again..another year gone by. New Resolutions...some kept, some broken after the first week. This year...was one of the best/worst years of my life. Ive learned so many lessons, good and bad, expierenced so many new things...I dont know if i am happy that this year is almost over or if i wish we could just stay in this moment forever. Its just scary to think whats in store for us next year...new adventures, new expierences, hearts being broken, hearts being put back together, fun times. I mean im excited, just nervous for whats adead. But you cant live in the future or the past even though its hard. You just have to live for the moment now. Well, enough of that right now; better recap on the year in a later entry.
Anywho..
I got a bunch of things this year for Christmas, but presents weren't everything this year as in years past. Ive finally realized that family and friends are so much more important than some tangable gift. I truely have the absoulte best friends i could ever ask for. And thats so important to me. Knowing that they're there...is the absoulte best feeling in the world. They are all amazing in their own way. Each has a special quality that i love about them. They mean so much to me and thank you for everything.
I got a new digital camera for Christmas. cooool:)
and a new celll and ipod, plus clothes. so thank you Santa
so live for the moment.
and take this advice
love is just a hoax so forget anything you have ever heard
and live for the moment now.
pictures aren't working right now. but i'll have some later:)
I guess we have time for a little recap.
The past weeks have been good. A lot of diving..B2. haha um and just being with friends. yay. haha um..last Saturday was the Rosettes Dance. I took Josh. It was a really funnnn time. Wasn't really expecting much out of it. But it suprised me. and i love suprises. So it was great. After Kelly, Bettina, Maggie, Ciara, Tonilynn, Angelea, Allie, Missy and Jocie slept over my house. That was an expierence. I learned so much from that night. Even though it was a bad situation i think everyone learned so much. Maggie, Kelly, C, and Bee- Thank you girls for everything...you have no clue how much it ment to me that you took control of the situation. You girls are amazing. I love you. We made a toast girls, so lets stick to it.
Well tonight my mother is having a Christmas Party for my family. Thats going to be funn. Not. Especially because half of my family is fighting. Great..I doubt ill stay here though. Who knows.
I wish maggie was here instead of in West Virgnia. I miss her. Wednesdayyy.!
Oh. and one last thing. I got the besttttt christmas gift ever.
Me and Kelly are going to Chicago!!!
amazingggg. | 
